Return to my blogging days

To post blog is THE simply yet most discipline way of " routine " in correcting behavior, I am the perfect example of the " victim of bad-behavior ", I didn't post anything in 3 weeks. the longest I may recall since. now , it's the page of confession , to simply warning myself, to be discipline, I need to conduct a way of monitoring my diary life, and post a blog is the simples way to achieve it.

I didn't conduct any external activities for at least 10 days, the last assignment I can remembered is to help the " Lovely Taiwan Foundation " fine tune its proposal for bidding the Taitung Spot Light Project : a national infrusctrture initiative for developing tourism. Lulu is a great lady, she knows I am a free person and offer me this nice and simple task with a token of 10000 NT - The first income in Jan. 2010. I Haven;t got any pay check for one month, eating at home and counting on mortgage wasn't a smart move, however, now I am in the middle of nowhere, how can I repeat my fraught before, jumping on any floating wood as my safety guard.

A few thing I did good for the past 10 days - the period I refrain from contact with outside ( I know this is bad according to the book I read : 48 days, but you can't help yourself trapped in the Whirlpool and tried so hard to get yourself out of the hook ):
1. Exercise regularly, even not going out, I did cycling at home almost everyday.
2. no late for bad : woke up by 8:30 am latest and started my day by browsing healthy information online.
3. doing homework with Sound : not only accompany with him, brought him to Taichung overnight, but to stay at home with him, even without doing anything ( one thing we do together is buy iphone game : Home run 3D and try to improve our score and level, this is addictive fun for us )
4. no temper , no anxiety : expect nothing will happen before Chinese New Year, I am calm and used to what the silent world treat me.
5. reading : as usual, buy a few books such as : How to be free / Element / Little black book about entrepreneurship / rules of thumbs , these are great book to digest.

Meiling going to the health club everyday , I am a full time dad right now, she can't stand to stay home with me, I can sense her nervous and I know what worried her, but, to embrace a full-complete life now maybe the right choice, am I not aggressive enough to what I should pursue? I am not sure. but at this moment of time, not haste to regret.

as I read: if you can't turn back the clock for a better start, now you still got Chance for a perfect ending....